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2006-10-26T21:39:00.000-07:00

there wont b anymore yin yue ri ji on 933. today is lingzhi's last day in 933. i missed d times whn ill turn on d radio at 830 every nite to listen. i wont b able to anymore. sometimes one muz accept changes n move on. memories r juz a thing of d past. looking forward to d future is more impt.

2006-09-14T03:50:00.000-07:00

ive been searching this lyrics... thx yn... haha

王力宏

WHY 我的完美世界还一直都不肯来
WH WHYY 就算红配绿生活还是要继续
跟着他的旋律(Da da da da da)
我丢个黑色的歌词　飞射
射到你灰色的耳膜就像个雷射
盗版这怎么回事
现在的唱片公司同时都说赔死
类似被一个锤子用力的打下
那个让人唱歌高八度的位置
不可能再大卖　制作预算Bye Bye
如果有更好的未来　我看不出来
(Media疯了）Media疯了我讲没有用了　
已经不通了因为你脑袋空了　
什么人红了就被你玩弄了
难怪最终都抓狂了　你懂吗ㄘㄟˋ
我累是媒体让我无奈
是谁是非阿菲阿妹阿狗仔队它是不是Gay?　
你给我滚开O Mai Ga Un Ko Kue(日文)
一起唱准备Why WYWhy Tell me why
来到此段　请麻烦您洗耳恭听昨晚我入定　
在屋顶上被一只兀鹰吓醒
它的人生哲理跟我分析
它说 :「世界和平要从自己的心里开始做起」
我拿起了原子笔　抄下了这个笔记　
马上谱曲中版的舞曲　丟给了SONY　独家KTV
大家的反应都说好听(但是……太难了吧!!)　我不相信 !
沸腾的心情转冷本
来的精神病反过来变成神经病
是大家真的都想不开
这是什么时代
这环境让我太无奈　但我离不开

fell on my right butt aft washing d floor... my right side has been hurting for d past 3 days.... supported my whole weight on my poor right hand... tink i cant carry d weight of 8 cartons of milk anymore... hope by sun it'll b alright...
d end of a wk of prelims... i can onli hope i wont fail...hope i haf d strength to carry on till nxt wk

2006-09-14T01:18:00.000-07:00

Mayb its just me
Mayb im making use of u
Mayb i wan u to hate me
Mayb i feel guilty whneva i c u n m juz avoiding u
Mayb i care - but in d opposite way
Mayb i tried to smile but i juz couldnt
Mayb im nt exactly wad u tink i m
Mayb im nt worthy enuf for u to hold on to
Mayb i've forgotten wad love is
Mayb i juz wish u can move on

2006-09-09T06:52:00.000-07:00

I was queuing up at d cashier wif my sis n mum at ntuc... n i felt sb staring at me. i realised its a guy wif shabbish apparel, small beady eyes... hu look damn sneaky... if i were to b from d police force i'd spy on him. he made me feel uneasy. later i told my sis abt it. she said he had been staring at me throughout d whole time we were there. she guessed tat he was trying to figure out whether im a gal or guy... dotx... mayb i shld spike my hair n wear huge shirts n berms for good.

2006-09-08T04:46:00.000-07:00

i duno if u will read this... i noe it doesnt matter wad i say or do now...coz d damage is alr done... i will feel grateful if u understd... i cant give u wad u wan... u may nt noe but u've alwayz been a dear fren to me... u may tink im making use of u onli...u may tink wtv else.. bt i juz wana let u noe u've been a great fren right frm d start whn i knew u... i may appear aloof sometimes... bt im juz confused n duno how to react... its useless for me to say sorry... bt i wana thank u for being by my side...n let u noe u r my fren... n alwayz will be. Take care.

2006-09-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

你很爱他 FIR

当你决定你要离开我
我没有说什么就当作你自由
有好几次我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用就当作是寂寞
只有我能明白他的温柔对你是种解脱
其实要告诉我只是你的最爱

其实你很爱他对我的惩罚
说你没有想他谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我
其实你很爱他他很温柔吗
其实你很想他就说出口吧
我也不想多说捂朵
不想再次听到你说你很爱他

其实你很爱他对我的惩罚
说你没有想他谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我
其实你很爱他他很温柔吗
其实你很想他就说出口吧
我也不想多说捂朵
不想再次听到你说你很爱他
你很爱他

2006-08-30T01:04:00.000-07:00

im NOT supposed to blog... bt coz of yn i must!

today is d second time i blacked out agn.

n its juz due to lack of slp. its my time to say sry yn!!!

didnt slp d whole nite... juz cant get to slp... i was quite ok till whn i stepped into homeroom for chem. felt giddy n everything went black agn... my chest felt like there was a tight knot or sth... then while trying to stay fine doing chem, ms soh came over to my side n saw tat i din do... i couldnt realli hear n think wad she was saying... took quite a while to register wad she's saying... was horrified tat i couldnt hear during tat short period of time...i tink poor ms soh gota repeat herself... was v frustrated wif myself... sigh

d audi felt colder than usual... d rain didnt help... onli yn feel hot... wad de...

suddenly felt like walking in d rain... bt yn n shir refused n sheltered me... so didnt haf much choice.. yn tried jumping on puddles to make me, shir n delia wet... bt of coz unsuccessful due to lack of water. haha

yn wanted to eat her beef horfun or noodle for months.. at last... so went to food court ( yn act goes there! haha ) n ate while shir watched us eating... both of them kept saying how stoned i look.. later tink shir couldnt take her hunger n went off to eat at hm first... den we bought chocos for mrs tay frm ntuc... n YN WALKED ME HOME ALL D WAY. wth... treat me like some sick n dying person... as if ill faint in d middle of road or sth... dotx... regretted telling her can.

this blog is specially for her.haha... nw its my turn to say sry yn! nxt time it wont happen n if it does i wont tell u too. hehe...

i like d lyrics... bt its juz like fa ru xue...n d mv is v sad.

千里之外周杰伦/费玉清

屋檐如悬崖风铃如沧海我等燕归来
时间被安排演一场意外你悄然走开
故事在城外浓雾散不开看不清对白
你听不出来风声不存在是我在感慨
梦醒来是谁在窗台把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来经不起谁来拆

我送你离开千里之外你无声黑白
沉默年代或许不该太遥远的相爱
我送你离开天涯之外你是否还在
琴声何来生死难猜用一生去等待
闻泪声入林寻梨花白只得一行青苔
天在山之外雨落花台我两鬓斑白
闻泪声入林寻梨花白只得一行青苔
天在山之外雨落花台我等你来

一身琉璃白透明着尘埃你无瑕的爱
你从雨中来诗化了悲哀我淋湿现在
芙蓉水面采船行影犹在你却不回来
被岁月覆盖你说的花开过去成空白

梦醒来是谁在窗台把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来经不起谁来拆

我送你离开千里之外你无声黑白
沉默年代或许不该太遥远的相爱
我送你离开天涯之外你是否还在
琴声何来生死难猜用一生...
我送你离开千里之外你无声黑白
沉默年代或许不该太遥远的相爱
我送你离开天涯之外你是否还在
琴声何来生死难猜用一生去等待

2006-08-19T10:31:00.000-07:00

aft reading a few other comments abt qy n jessie incident... i will say my 2 cents worth of viewpt...

i support jessie coz she's speaking up for d clz... so tat d clz fund wont b poor nearly half d time. besides d pt of being an ij gal (sry.. but generally ij gals r very loyal to our roots), qy's blog mentioned sth tat i dun like.

From her blog:
2. The class leader suggest to donate to UNICEF/UNISEF (dont know the spelling)... So means everyone donate 1buck... which is 25bucks taken from class funds... dont ask me why the class leader din inform the class about this.. it's TOTALLY not within my responsibility...
And... to THAT person.. if you really think you can be a much better and efficient treasurer.. go ahead and ask the position from me... i dont mind... since my post in class is already endorsed long ago..

i strongly believe in responsibility. it doesnt matter if d clz leader din mention to us... bt since d treasurer handles d funds, its important to inform us abt it. n d position of a treasurer is treated as a mere addition to make one's profile look beta..
however i agree tat jessie should nt burst out at qy in d first place... n qy shldnt retaliate by throwing a book right into jessie's face. i prefer peace talks n negotiations. n no im nt practising for ms universe...

2006-08-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

Jessie is frm ij... qy's shocking entry in her blog... r enuf reasons for me to support jessie. way to go man jessie... though i noe u wont eva read my blog...

2006-08-15T05:58:00.000-07:00

this entry will b so random... mr mohan gave us some political cartoons to look at... i suddenly realised ive nt been looking at political cartoons.. much less drawing them... i miss those days in sph... suddenly i tot of my ambitions... policewoman, political cartoonist, architect, psychiatrist, wedding planner... haha policewoman is coz of some hk shows like xing shi zhen ji dang an and tuo qiang shi jie... political cartoonist is i guess frm sph, architect is coz i wld luv to design buildings... psychiatrist? guess is frm some show agn plus i like to c pp smile...

building a hse for someone u luv is quite romantic... keanu reeves is an architect in lake hse! i tink d hse in d show is v v nice... there's some sense of nostalgia hanging ard d hse... id wan to build a hse like tat... n one wonders, how long can one wait for sb u loved? d story on 933 is abt another guy betraying his gf while he was working overseas for 1 yr onli... y some pp can do it but others cant? he claims its loneliness.... bt its unfair to d gal too... if he had told her earlier he had a change of heart... haiz

i still tink this entry is v random... haha

2006-08-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

juz cant slp peacefully... as a result blacked out this morn during phy while mdm ong was demonstrating some expts... freaked out, n hy, py n aileen persuaded me to go hm... py accompanied me to take an early leave form... n btw mrs tay n mrs chong we chose mrs chong... she was damn drama... scolded me for coming to sch whn i noe i wasnt feeling well n wanted me to make sure sb frm my hse call n tell her i reached hm... -_-

then while stopping at d guard hse, a van broke d road blocker... coz it didnt wait for d guard to allow it to come in... den d guard was so pissed coz d blocker was damaged n crooked... bt d van driver pushed it 90 degrees to its original position... wow he was damn strong... haha then it was repaired. d guard was happy. haha. was forced to eat lunch... wth... then slept till 4 sth... woke up then went back to slp... i wish i can slp for 100 yrs. haha

2006-08-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

omg today is a SUAY day for me.. basically im blogging to explain to yn wad happened. ok here goes: met sam to mug at esplanade... forgot to bring ezlink card... bt din haf small change cant buy std tix.. so called sam to c where she is... she said she's in tp... coming soon.. so i waited for her tot she will b fast enuf so i dun nd to buy sth to get small change... in e end she took quite long.. longer than expected... wad de... haha sam suggested gg to mos at raffles to mug... quite conducive bt was v v v cold.. literally shivering.. .so went to lib to mug bt too many pp no space so went to mrs fields.. mug for quite some time... then sam act nd to go for tuition im supposed to go hm... bt in d end change of plans we decided to mug till at nite.. so tat i can oso watch fireworks... btw there was a performance n sb played yu jian by yanzi... haiz... wad a letdown...then mug till 845... where we left for fireworks... omg the whole esplanade was sealed off or sth.. d roof top was sealed... even d entrance to mrt was sealed... wth so went to duno where... juz followed d crowd... went to a big open space which was alr filled wif THOUSANDS of pp...we juz squeezed our way thru n managed to catch a close view... my goodness d gold fireworks were so nice!!!!! sam n i juz went oohing n ahing all d way.. bt hell was waiting for us whn we tried to leave tat crazy place...got pushed by pp frm all sides... wth... then act crawled to marina square... pp r juz everywhere... like ants... omg... juz pp n pp... like d whole of spore is there to c fireworks can... wanted to faint... then made our way to mrt... d whole citylink is filled wif pp n pp n more pp... so we went to raffles place for awhile... duno wad to do... then i tot of taking 56 since it goes to tp n bishan... so walked all d way back to esplanade to take *(coz its d onli nearest stop to where we r) n waited 4 20 mins for 56 to come... couldnt even get onto d bus can... then suddenly a gal asked me if 56 goes to bishan... n i realised she was one of my og grp leader of ajira... haha...then saw 857... it goes to yck mrt stn.. so since its d opp directn frm city hall we hopped onto it... half an hr passed n we landed up in mustafa... good nite man... sam was getting tired... i cant help it... she wanted to call her dad to pick us up... bt trouble her dad... so i decided to take a cab.. n thank goodness i managed to hail one...then we were toking abt how suay can we get in a day... whn d driver turned out to haf speech defect... we said tp lorong 2 he claims he nva listened... then in d end missed d entrance to tp... luckily i knew there was a kimkeat linking to tp.. or else tink sam wld haf broken down... haha... then had to shout d directns so tat he understds wad im saying... so i ensured sam went hm first then gave directns to my place...heng nth happened.... then msged yn to call me...rattled off to her until i reached hm... wth... suay till d last min... cant even spare me frm d taxi driver... sigh

2006-08-11T06:16:00.000-07:00

watched click today wif yn... d show is v v v nice.. its v touching too.. oh well... haven watched lake hse though... v sad... dun tink will haf any chance to watch... sigh

saw fireworks frm my hse agn...tink tmr will b d last nite... looks like ill hafta wait till nxt yr...

我也很想他

那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎
我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候是否也爱着他
我也很想他我们都一样
在他的身上曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他在某个地方
我少了尴尬你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短
思念却很长
还记得那年我们三人许下的愿望
星星骗了我们我们
却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分
我们都一样

2006-08-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

i hate choices.

i hate it whn i cant make everyone happy.

it doesnt help whn im indecisive alr.

2006-08-05T06:36:00.000-07:00

watched superband for d first time... though its d finals alr.. i can onli conclude tat i agree wif sam tat bossa nova n jazz music r juz great... luv d way j3 did d jazz version of xiao wei...

saw d fireworks frm my hse for d past few sats... wish tat i can see them at a closer view...

haven watched lake hse.. :(

one of my fav old songs.. :) remind me of fann wong n christopher lee in return of d condor heros...haha

示情 Fann Wong

心有所系魂也有所牵
寂寞染不上我心田
回忆说著万语千言
未来原是碧海蓝天
苦涩酸甜都化做缠绵
悠悠盘旋成寓言
你的呼吸你的眉眼
裹住我的冰心一片
我的祝福你会了解
你是我最想还的愿
月有盈缺而爱自成圆
总有一天在相见我的依恋
你该了解灵犀相通心相连
千山万水如千丝万线
一张相思网织得好密延

2006-08-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

a gal lived in hk wif her grandma n uncle durin most of her childhood years. her parents were Singaporean n working in Spore as they didnt haf time to raise her up. In hk, she had two boy playmates cum neighbour... they were best of frens... d 2 boys will alwayz look after d gal.. protect her from any harm's way. she secretly liked boy A, n treats boy B as her bro. but whn she turned 14, she had to go back to spore to her parents... on her last day in hk, all three of them went to a church, which was their fav resting place... d 2 boys made promises - that as long as they live, they will protect d gal no matter what happens. d gal cried at the spot...

after 10 yrs, d gal had lost touch wif both of them.. busy wif studies. she had a bf at university... n finally she got a chance to visit her grandma n uncle at hk aft graduating... coincidentally, boy B came back to hk at d same time as her n met her. it turned out tat both boys went overseas aft she left for spore. at that time, she had r/s probs.. broke up wif her bf... while her real bro died in a car accident. feeling lost n down, boy B consoled her... n confessed to her tat he liked her all along since they were young. it was aft some time she accepted him though she still like boy A. They visited d church then n met boy A. Boy B knew tat she still likes boy A.. so he gave her time to consider n tink wad she wans. to make things worse, boy A confessed to her tat he likes her too.

d gal was in a dilemna... confused...n returned to spore. yet she finally decided to go wif boy B as her gut feelings told her he was realli sincere in his feelings n decided to marry him when he proposed. They went back to hk to wed.. but boy A was nt there to witness d ceremony... However, they met wif an accident n boy B died saving her. boy A was present at tat time n could haf saved boy B... yet he watched him die... n didnt do anything...b4 dying, boy B told d gal to find her happiness... he doesnt want her to b tied down n wish tat she n boy A can b tog...

till now, d gal didnt forgive boy A for nt saving boy B. neither can she forget boy B.

2006-08-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

Elva 我要的世界

远方天空
云层遮盖前往方向
迷失在黑暗之中
天使问我
手中紧握不放的是什麽
我说寻找梦想的灯火
有时我会失去力量
再艰难的旅途也要骄傲的走过

眼前的世界音乐演奏中
不停挑战我就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界梦想在怀中未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后

人生会有疲惫想放弃的时候
看不清路的尽头
天使身后
太阳照醒希望的翅膀
那是未来伸出的双手
失去过相信的力量
再艰难的旅途也要骄傲的走过

眼前的世界音乐演奏中
不停挑战我就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界梦想在怀中未来呼唤
我相信我会坚强的走到最后

yay elva's back.. luv this song

2006-07-28T04:59:00.000-07:00

woke up wif my arms aching..den rmbed yest had netball for pe.. nva eva train wif aileen..i got knocked straight into d face by her fast n hard passes..almost died...

yn told me she gg to watch the lake house tonite.. damnit.. i want to watch!!

investiture was realli v wasting of time... d cca handover was quite funny though... d cca leaders juz nd to wear uniform wif tie n black court shoes... mine was d onli diff one wif a simple design... though i feel v extra amongst those leaders who alr noe one another... my shoes made me even more out... haha bt it was nice though... anyway zl is in frt of me while a tracker is behind me... while waiting outside d audi for d j1s to settle in d audi, i tried chatting wif zl bt of coz nth to tok abt... then stoned.. until dis squash guy captain whom yn claims is irresponsible came to tok to zl...he saw me n asked zl eh hu's tat gal behind u? u mean there is a table tennis gals captain? i went diao n zl explained everything to him. i guess d others were wondering wad im doing there oso.. oh wells... then d squash guy captain tried toking to me... bt i juz gave monosyllabic answers until he give up n approach other pp... i tried toking to d tracker behind me though... she was quiet like me... haha..then we went into d audi... so many pp.. i rmbed last yr whn i was one of d audiences... funny tat im here...

d president of councillor nearly teared aft giving her speech... d new president is a guy hu sounds weird whn toking... ms leong gave her usual long speech too.. then aft councillors was our turn... whn i was walking up d stage towards my seat, i felt faint n almost tripped...d audiences were like oh-ing.. luckily i managed to recover myself... then d vice president gave her speech... then we had to exchange tokens wif our juniors. some pp walked wrongly n it was damn paiseh... i made a small bat for yuhan.. was quite pleased wif it coz it realli looked v real... haha while zl n kl juz exhanged their real bats... yuhan forgot to bring her token n passed me her mp3 instd... dotx...

then was d phototaking.. by tat time everything ard me seemed blur... i couldnt focus my eyes... then i juz kp watching my footing ensuring tat i dun fall or sth... i was standing beside this volleyball gals cap hu is damn damn damn tall... i was d second tallest though wif some help from my court shoes... hehe... anyway she's quite nice... felt quite relieved aft tat...nva screw up...

aft tat had math test. by tat time my mind was blank. felt rather depressed. nva study, slept quite early yet i still feel so tired. realised my eyebags were rather huge... looked like a zombie... sighz..

on my way hm, saw d squash guy cap. he tried to catch my eye i tink. bt i juz look past him... haha

im trying hard to kp my little faith tat is left.. bt sometimes, realli, where is god whn u nd him most?

2006-07-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

yn frightened me to death... took d jolin cd w/o telling me.. i was v sure i din lost it...sigh..haven started wad im supposed to do..oh well

bought a pooh bear for yuhan... in d end she dun like those from mini toons.. wasted man.. then kl wanted it if yuhan doesnt want.. haha.. helped yuhan to set up tables for trg... played in uni using coach's extra bat.. still can stroke wif wanning suprisingly... haha.. found out tat yuhan has exactly d same phone n mp3 as me...kp saying i copy her... wth

turned out tat we dun nd to wear white collared shirts... juz uni wif tie n black court shoes.. heng ah...

2006-07-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

Happy bday yanzi!

heard jia zhuang 5 times on radio.. haha ok v random...

2006-07-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

用情 jeff chang

不怨不悔难有相同的感情给谁
对与不对由时间体会谁
不是这样以为骗自己忘了无所谓
却事与愿违往事轻扣我心扉
花开的美美不过你笑容的妩媚
午夜梦回怕景物憔悴怎能不这样以为
没有你尝遍痛苦滋味是我太沉醉让思念步步相随

我用情付诸流水爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
想你温柔的双臂会甜蜜的圈住谁
我用情付诸流水爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
不见男人的眼泪停在眼眶里那样苦苦徘徊

花开的美美不过你笑容的妩媚
午夜梦回怕景物憔悴怎能不这样以为
没有你尝遍痛苦滋味是我太沉醉让思念步步相随

我用情付诸流水爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
想你温柔的双臂会甜蜜的圈住谁
我用情付诸流水爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
不见男人的眼泪停在眼眶里那样苦苦徘徊

i rmb dis song's mv vividly.. d couple knew each other since young. gal dies in a car crash while on her way to church to get married.. guy is heartbroken... v heart wrenching...

2006-07-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

y oh y m i nt eighteen yet??was nt allowed to donate blood..juz bcoz i looked pale n tired to my mum.. damn... bt aft chem lect jessie exclaimed agn tat i haf purple lips again...aileen said i looked v pale... damn again..bt i tink i looked perfectly fine...mayb its norm for my lips to turn purple whneva i feel cold.. anyway heard tat zh kor felt giddy aft donating half a packet of blood..lol..last yr oso lidat.. tsk tsk...

had phototaking for exco members... d guys took tog... while shir n i took tog... its more like norm photo taking wif a fren can..there were quite a no of pp standing ard watching... one gal exclaimed only two? yeah only two... quite lame...

2006-07-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

went to nie for my sis's grad ceremony...took a cab down n on d way fetched my sis's bf.. picked him up whn d cab stopped for traffic light... he was carrying a bouquet of flowers... n ran across d road wif it... pp were looking at him weirdly... haha

d camera was on d graduands... some of them made faces... hard to imagine teachers r like tat...i managed to survive boring speeches frm d minister n director n d valedictorian... then abt 1000 pp received d cert n shaked hands... duno how i survived though... took photos aft tat... changed into my uniform there n rushed over to sch... luckily reached at 115 on the dot... saw ms leong leaving our clz... so waited for mohan to come out first... then he looked so shocked... he forgot wad i told him alr... then went in to pass hy her tut... act tat was y i came to sch... haha

2006-07-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

OMG... i did sth totally UNBELIEVABLE today...
wth... my first tot was tat im dead
oh well... luckily it was ok aft tat...
bt im soooooooo NOT used to it...
haiz

tmr will b gg to my sis's graduating ceremony at NIE... missing sch... cant decide if i shld go back for phy tut which is d last period.. bt juz rmbed i haf hy's tut... bt lazy to meet shir in d morn to pass to her... mite as well juz go back to sch...haha

2006-07-07T06:12:00.000-07:00

假装 Jolin

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠
继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠
继续等待心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

2006-06-30T11:14:00.000-07:00

jus finished watching d long yet exciting match btw germany n argentina..my goodness... i realli dun like germany.. esp ballack.. like wth... he whacked his own face can.. trying to pretend... haha dun like his attitude too. bt i realli pei fu d goal keeper... so zai! saved 2 goals for d penalty shoot... my goodness.. while argentina's reserve goal keeper so lan... mayb if d main goal keeper wasnt injured, argentina stand a beta chance...

2006-06-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

finally finally its over... aft phy, we finally settled for dhoby's fish n co aft deciding for roughly 1 hr on wad to eat.. lol d guys joined us for d first time surprisingly.. its hoying's bday...so we sang a bday song using d merry christmas tune.. then duno y suddenly felt so cold... forgot hu first exclaimed tat my lips were purple... then everybody started agreeing.. gt so embarassed... decided to go out to get some warmth... py dragged me to toilet n true enuf it was purple... haha d sun was quite nice n warm

aft tat walked all d way to far east... juz walked ard aimlessly... saw one of d cldds fren who saw me n immediately lunged forward to pinch my cheeks... wa luckily i siam fast enuf.. only sheryl has d rights to poke... ahaha...
felt this song v cute... at least its a happy song

不可思议金莎

闪烁不停爱的信息
三言两语扣进心里
捂住脸呵口气才不轻易泄露了心情
仅仅傻笑而已也能够彻夜想你

爱到不可思议
创世纪到末期
不用甜言蜜语
其实我爱的是你是你
烦恼的是我虽然很粗心
但我会很努力
爱到不可思议
越老却越美丽
牙掉了没关系
皮肤皱皱也爱你爱你
就孩子气这一百分的相遇
就是我和你

你的信息传个不停
随时提醒甜蜜关系
丢个硬币决定每天应该说几遍爱你
不仅思念而已看看我无懈的坚定

2006-06-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

this song is stuck in my head nw... haha kp gg wow wow wow...tune quite catchy.. shir if u r reading this take note.. pan shuai has a new song

反转地球潘玮柏

wow wow wow
让我看到你双手推开地心引力一起反转地球
wow wow wow
现在不适合罗嗦试着选择不然请你离开这节奏
wow wow wow
让我看到你点头跟着我的音乐一起跳舞准没错
wow wow wow
现在不适合闪躲
正面出击看我怎么反转地球
这个少女看穿地球赤裸的一片天空
我摊开双手接受所有催眠式的节奏
有没有感到心情放松
有没有感到细胞跳动
节奏的变化谁能摆动
让你全身放松
现在请不能罗嗦
看着我的眼鼻
四周频率太急
看你的心脏正在 chill we go
跟着我走跟着我做跟我点头摆动双手
世界的一切都转动一直带着我的音乐跟着脚步在走
turn around change around every body have a fun
别想压抑我们定意世界的传统世界
turn around change around every body have a fun
没有对或错我只想牵动这节奏世界t
urn around change around everbody have a fun
音乐没有自由仿佛坠进了黑洞世界
turn around change around every body have a fun
现在跟着我们创造新世纪的秩序

2006-06-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

The first lee hom's song tat made me started liking him... i rmbed coming across it while watching this movie starring him, lin xin ru, aaron kwok n d jap actress... he died... was quite sad... haha

不要害怕王力宏

不要害怕不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦

午夜的两点半我去不进梦乡
时间在逃亡悲伤还在原地方
我将一床被单绞成混乱一片
爱已经灭亡然而思念更坚强

不要害怕不要害怕
爱一个人其实并不复杂
不要害怕不要害怕
过去的眼泪用今天去擦
我答应自己不要放弃
我答应自己不要忘记
闭上眼想一遍你转身的模样
每一个角度都好像一种飞翔
我因为看着你回忆你而悲伤
是你在心里不断的想

2006-06-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

Close to you by Carpenters

Why do birds
Suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to beClose to you

Why do stars
Fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to beClose to you(*)

On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decidedTo create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue(**)
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like meThey long to beClose to you
Repeat (*)
Repeat (**)
Just like meThey long to beClose to youWoo... Close to you...

2006-06-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

at the last part of cao ge's superwoman's mv, d gal asked d guy, "do u love me? or do u love urself more?" hmmmmz...

watched england's match... crouch is damn tall... cant believe his height is 2m...

2006-06-11T17:15:00.000-07:00

tink its hard nt to get diabetes by watching e mo zai shen bian... hmmz though ou xiang jus mayb quite cliche.. they do touch on some issues... d guys portrayed in them r nearly perfect... caring, protective n juz v v sweet... tat sounds too surreal...

is it absurd to believe tat there r guys hu r patient n dun lose their temper? is it true tat guys dun realli cherish gals hu r initiative in d first place? is it possible for one to love somebody for more than 5 yrs even if he or she alr said no? hmmm tink all these happen onli in those ou xiang jus... nobody is perfect aft all

2006-06-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

i rmbed using d first para for one of my chinese compos in sec 2... ahaha... did quite well though...lolx...

你还爱我吗 by 蔡依林

夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想起你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗

好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音

感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处给深爱的你祝福

oh 一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你你还爱我吗

2006-06-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

during gp lesson mohan was so happy to c tat hy, sq n i came...tat we took d trouble to come to sch...then whn he asked us to come out n write sth, he looked at sq n called my name...then sq went huh? then he said, " y u look so blur? im calling u!" haha...last time was hy now is sq.. tsk tsk...

2006-06-05T19:48:00.000-07:00

恋着多喜欢梁静茹

想着拿着一种月色笑成一弯
傻傻望了你一晚怎黱看都不觉烦
爱自己不到一半心都在你身上
只要能让你快乐我可以拿一切来换
这世上你最好看眼神最让我心安
只有你跟我有关其他的我都不管
全世界你最温暖肩膀最让我心安
没有你我怎黱办答应我别再分散
这样恋著多喜欢没有你我不太习惯
这样恋著多喜欢没有你我多黱孤单
没有你我怎黱办 (没有你我怎黱办)
答应我别再分散
男:星辰闹成了一串月色笑成了一弯
傻傻望了你一晚怎黱看都不烦
爱自己就一半心都在你身上沾
只要能让你快乐我什么事都不添乱

2006-06-04T02:12:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wish i dun haf a bro...
i noe its kinda mean ... bt it depends on wad kind of bro one has....
d criteria on being a gd bro? juz dun bully or curse ur own sis..

juz bcoz he nds to buy things for his camp... he doesnt even wan to go ntuc alone wif my mum.. all these while it has alwayz been my sis n me gg... n i can carry up to 8 cartons of drinks wif one hand... n he cant even go to ntuc once? alwayz putting himself above everyone else... n alwayz claiming my parents r biased towards me n my sis... hullo... look hu's d king at hm...

sigh

2006-06-03T06:39:00.000-07:00

went to changi airport to send akshir off.. in d end hy n me r early.. then yn came wif her two bodyguards hu r act her cousins... who said hy is hot...n tat i look like jem... hmmm i agreed tat hy is hot... bt i look like a guy??? hu happened to b liting's other half???? omt... oh well... accept my fate ba... haha.. anyway then met hoying n all of us walked to terminal 1... then met zh, yl, et n mel... saw akshir n his fam... his son n daughter r so cute.. yuwen was late as usual... she bought kinder brueno for them... n kept one for herself.. haha.. it was kinda awkward... we din noe wad to tok to akshir... we all wore d clz jersey except et, mel, yl n yn n akshir.. hu tried to convince us tat his was inside his luggage... haha... suddenly tot of those days in j1... miss his singings.. miss his sacarstic remarks... miss d way he will say y r u looking so forlorn b4 asking u a qn... haiz...

whn his j1 clz came we bid farewell... he told us we were his fav clz... et said bet u oso tell ur other clzes tat.. bt he said it was true.. oh well... then we were deciding to eat dinner or nt... i couldnt coz my grandma cooked alr... so in d end mel n et went off, d rest of us went hm... haha... d train was damn crowded as usual... then this big n fat indian guy was behind me... he din bother to move... so his hand kept touching my bottom i tink... i wanted to move bt couldnt coz zh n yl were in frt of me... wanted to glare at him oso cant... wth...lucky for me more pp gt off a short while later.. haiz... dun even noe if he did it on purpose oso...

2006-06-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

sore throat nt so sore today... felt much beta... sorry dear cant meet u today.. anyway tmr gg to send akshir off at d airport... tat will b d last time we'll b seeing him though... wish him all d best...

2006-05-31T19:46:00.000-07:00

yest couldnt tok at all whn i woke up.. gulped down 5 cups of hot water to regain my voice... then promised to watch MI wif yn, joyce n sam... on d way at j8 saw zh kor n sq er sao... haha tsk tsk gg to watch movie.. then wah d movie non stop action one.. cant even relax at any pt of time... then joyce so comical...haha quite entertaining to watch her rxn... then aft d movie yn left... left us to tok abt our pri sch frenz during lunch... haha then shopped ard.. till i cant take it n wanted to go hm... lolx... slept immediately aft i reached hm... woke up to haf dinner bt felt giddy... tahan for a few more hrs b4 slping... haiz feel like a pig

2006-05-30T09:11:00.000-07:00

kept gg toilet... my digestive system replenished like every 5 min.. slept like a pig today... juz felt v tired... sianz

at 3 reached aj to run wif yn n hy for pft... carried 2 blazers (another for aileen), one shoebag containing my slippers n court shoes, n my white carrier wif my bathing stuff n clothes... haha as i reached d foyer, yn saw me n was like stunned for a few secs then attempted to drag me off... hullo im alr here might as well... hp n d rest were so shocked to c me... then waited for them to start running... bt arthur lim took so long to brief them... by d time we started running, it was alr 340.. stupid.. then lim kok wee was our timer... i started running wif hy n yn... then eh yn ran faster than us by 1/2 rd... i didnt start d timer on time.. stupid me... bt i knew it was one min slower... so i tot hy made it for silver... n yn was much faster... got stich myself in d end.. bt couldnt stop.. damn my stamina is dying... bt later then i knew tat it wasnt.. haiz so sorry hy n yn... didnt manage to help u guys.. in d end happy for nth -_-''

by the time we ended, it was 420.. i chiong to d bathing room n bathed for 4 mins i tink... by d time i chiong outside aj, it was 430.. so i decided to take cab... went into d cab then realised wad if i nt enuf money? found out tat i haf 14 onli... so i asked d driver hu is an old guy if its enuf... then he said orh.. dun worry shld b enuf... then he started chatting abt pp hu get onto d cab b4 n said sorry no money then got off d nxt min n etc.. then i juz smile n nodded along... then later realised i gota pay 2 extra for entering city area... then i was like oh no... then d driver asked me where i wana stop.. then i juz ahya city hall mrt la.. then d fee was 9.50... i paid him 12 then he said 10 is alr enuf.. dun nd to care abt d extra $2... i was like wad? then he said nvm nvm u can get down le... so i juz thanked him... n he asked me if i was a student... i laughed n said yeah.. oh well

met et, mel, zh, sq, shir n aileen at d mrt stn... they all tot i put make up.. -_- like i haf d time n will... tink i was pink n flushing... then we walked to victoria concert hall... met yw in d toilet... exchanged shirt wif her coz her shirt is realli too big for her... started eating then ms soh asked us to meet her alr... at level 3, aileen is in charge of ushering d vips, while shir ensures tat nobody enters d back door... while i help aileen wif d non vips... at level 2, et n mel at d reception while yw, sq n zh at d carpark...kept repeating myself tat these 3 rows r reserved for vips... would u like to sit elsewhere? then a grp of gals started calling names... then mrs tay immediately signalled me to tell them to kp quiet... wa i haf to b d bad guy sia... then d concert started... i stood at one corner, whn someone started pssting at me.. i turned dis guy signalled tat i was blocking him... omg... i was damn paiseh n mover to d v corner... lolx... then went out wif d rest n took drinks for them.. .took spastic n fam photos wif et, zh n shir... then aileen n i had to take care of d reception during d interval.. made tea n coffee for them... then mrs tay was staring at me... n sizing me up looking from my head to toe.. i was like uh wth is she doing.. then she said to me gal can u pls tuck in ur white blouse? its nt nice if its seen.. wa malu for d 2nd time... juz great... d shirt was juz too big can.. sianz... then i had to guard d door to ensure no outsiders come in... then mrs woo's daughter was thirsty bt there were onli tea n coffee... so aileen asked me to get packet drinks.. i rushed down to level 2 to get nearly fell.. then d interval ended.. wasted effort... haiz

aft d interval, it was d usherer's reception! d soon kueh, bee hoon n spring roll were nt bad... lolx while aileen n shir were busy wif their hair, i realised had to take d balloons for d last song... i went down to level 2, was alr limping, then coz there werent enuf plastic bags they dumped 9 flower balloons onto my hands... wow... then as i walked past d vch usherers, d guys were commenting wa usherers v cham... shld we help her? i was like wth... n proved to them i could manage... so aileen, yw n i gave out d balloons to d children.. hehe i gave one to mrs woo's daughter.. she's so cute! aft tat d concert finally ended... we smiled n thanked them... mr tan was there too.. haiz missed him... anyway yw later told us tat one teacher in charge commented tat first time all d usherers r v chio... diaoz... she nva c me onli nia... tink she saw aileen, yw, shir, sq n mel... i felt so damn extra... then ms soh finally could relax... she so funny... haha...

on our way to raffles place mrt, we saw christopher lee, lee nan xing, apple hong n d malaysian actress hu is v chio... forgot her name... they were filming at d bridge there.. aileen was so excited n we all started taking photos... d malaysian actress smiled n posed for us.. then aileen managed to take one individual photo wif her... haha she's v v v chio! wa.. then christopher lee was like wth nva ask him to take... hahaa tink he expected gals to take wif him... nah... lolx

reached hm quite late... was limping coz of blisters... lucky for my radio to accompany me... dun like to walk hm alone late at nite... my sis will nt b at hm tonite... ill b slping alone... sighz

2006-05-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

went for bball finals at tp sports hall agn... tink it was more crowded than vball... was so hot n crowded...n screamed till i went hoarse... but we lost to hc in d end... quite sad though... saw prissy!! went to kfc aft tat...which d bballers came in too...saw a lot of pp though... found out quite a lot of things too... hehex... so gd to c pris agn.... we relieved those old ij days... where we tried to name all our clz pp names by reg no.... which we realli cant though... haha

2006-05-18T04:55:00.000-07:00

Unless you haf experienced really bad headaches or migraines, u will nva understd y pp can cry bcoz of d pain.

2006-05-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

today d debate was sooo screwed up... we din even research... while sham's grp was like so well prepared.... juz cant debate nia... bt was d timekeeper for d first time... haha quite fun... bt couldnt press zh's watch to reset in time...

went for volleyball match at tp sports hall! yw, hy, sham n qy waited quite long outside n werent let in coz d gals match ny vs hc was still gg on... went wif sham to search for toilet bt of coz dun haf... in d end d rest managed to get in while sham n i waited for a few more mins b4 we could go in.... then we saw d rest n they asked us to sit wif d guys... ny could haf won... bt wasted... fangli was there! bt nva get to meet her... anyway d matches were so exciting! cheered till my voice was gg off... d scores were like tj-aj:11-25, 25-21, 25-14, 15-25, 11-15 (approx)... we were so high that i was having headache n thirsty... bt we were so happy tat we r d champs.... then we demanded for holiday... hopefully we can get one day off... hehex

2006-05-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

d whole day my head was spinning.. almost like a top... whn aileen first saw me in clz, she went wa u look like sh**... n described me as a panda... wth... i tot i looked alright... then shir described me as someone who was kena sucked by some demon so tat i dun haf any energy left... wow... great imagination... haha... juz felt so tired... last nite i slept alone in my rm... sis went to stay over... felt d pulling agn... hmmz looks like its back... anyway my angel finally wrote... haha tink i noe who le anyway...

2006-05-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

suddenly i realised how old my granddad is... he's alr 86 i tink... quite scary to grow old... i wonder wad will i become... or will i b able to live till tat old? act i tink its beta to die younger... dun nd to go thru so much in life... life's short... yet not many pp can enjoy wad they r doing most of d time... how i wish i can spend d rest of my life travelling n drawing... n die young.

feel my memory is failing me... oh well... mayb im like tat gal in some korean movie tat i watched quite some ago where she had alzheimer's disease at d age of 28... haha

2006-05-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

Thursday:

during morn assembly, ms leong talked abt some crap abt being positive n having d i can attitude... yn n shir were clearing their throats so loudly behind me tat i could nt possibly nt hear it... played handball agn during pe... clz 10 is juz too fit n strong... we cant do w/o aileen... i was supposed to defend... bt in d end i haf to cover d midfield too coz aileen wasnt playing... aft tat we strategised during d long break on how to win them... later sham, aileen, hy, yw, shir, yn, jessie n i went to orchard... was supposed to watch whn a stranger calls wif them... bt had to meet joyce wif yn... quite sad... went to shop ard... joyce n yn were trying to convince me to go kbox... juz dun understd them... who wans their ears to b damaged????? in d end i couldnt help it bt agree coz of d sake of joyce... haiz

2006-05-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

some random thoughts tat i haf....

no matter how much u love someone, will u go all out for him/her? sacrifice everything even ur life without any qualms? or selfishness kicks in n prevents u frm doing it?

to b able to do nth is a luxury...

y m i so forgetful?

2006-05-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

din haf cldds... so in d end aft arguing for quite some time, yn, shir n i decided to go kbox.... i wasnt supposed to go... bt oh well... sang a lot of new songs!!!!!!!! we tried singing shan hu hai lyrics wif cai hong tian tang tune... n it realli fits... juz like wad yn said.... haven gone out for a v v v vlong time... hehe tmr gg to watch movie n shop! finally...

got silver for pft!!! yay damn happy... can go hm rite aft mass civics... mayb can pon wif hy... hahaha...

2006-05-05T08:19:00.000-07:00

finally d concert was over...wad a relief... yn had a one man show being d stage manager... while i slacked... haha we were so worried tat we made mistakes or anything... bt it turned out quite ok... while i was moving in d sofa during one of d skits, sb shouted yy... wth... haha i nearly froze n stunned... anyway sam n joyce came!! they were saying liting is d best singer... duh... haha... ky n pris oso came... then during rehearsal shir disappeared... i din even bother to find out where she go... haha...

anyway i wana thank those hu bought tix frm me n supported cl!
dis is one of d songs tat is sung by jasmine n wu jiang...
你最珍贵
(男)明年这个时间约在这个地点
(女)记得带著玫瑰打上领带系上思念
(男)动情时刻最美真心的给不累
(女)太多的爱怕醉没人疼爱再美的人也会憔悴
(男)我会送你红色玫瑰
(女)你知道我爱流泪你别拿一生眼泪相对
(男)(女)未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
(女)我学著在你爱里沉醉
(男)我不撤退你守护著我穿过黑夜
(合)我愿意这条情路相守相随你最珍贵(music)
(男)动情时刻最美真心的给不累
(女)太多的爱怕醉没人疼爱再美的人也会憔悴
(男)我会送你红色玫瑰
(女)你知道我爱流泪你别拿一生眼泪相对
(男)(女)未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
(女)我学著在你爱里沉醉
(男)我不撤退你守护著我穿过黑夜
(合)我愿意这条情路相守相随你最珍贵
(男)我会送你红色玫瑰
(女)你知道我爱流泪你别拿一生眼泪相对
(男)(女)未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
(女)我学著在你爱里沉醉
(男)我不撤退你守护著我穿过黑夜
(合)我愿意这条情路相守相随你最珍贵

2006-05-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

played handball during pe...luckily for aileen our team could win... if nt for her we'll b struggling... n yw made nice saves... d other team in our clz made a v gd cheerleading team though...

i wana noe hu's my angel! yn n qy were making me so confused... gosh... until i nearly wana puke blood... haha

during d cl rehearsal, yn sang zhu wo sheng ri kuai le coz d other gal was absent... it was quite ok la! she was so much louder than d other 2 gals... she shld haf sang... haiz wasted... haha... ended at 7 plus agn... haiz waiting for d concert to end...

2006-05-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

last nite yn suddenly msged me saying tat sb sang kiss gdbye for superband... n said tat it was d best version she had eva heard... any version of d song will b nice can... haha coz d song itself rox la...

today b4 pe, shir suddenly said i haf a blue black on my right thigh... din realise it was there till she mentioned it... d funny thing was she oso had it a few wks ago i tink...

had cl rehearsal till 7 plus... was squirming in my seat whn some pp sang... haiz... spoilt d song.. bt nvm...

2006-05-01T00:19:00.000-07:00

一想到你呀张惠妹

一想到你呀,
就让我快乐,
就好比蜻蜓呀看见绿草的油亮.
像妈妈,轻柔的歌唱,
一想到你呀,情不自禁的笑.
天上的云,地上的野花,
古老的活力都等著一触而爆发.
像爸爸,终年的奔忙,
一想到你呀,
人间似天堂.轻一点,
却多一些,张开你的心与眼.
多一点,但轻一些,
收起你的苦与泪.

一想到你呀,就让我快乐,
就好比猕猴呀穿梭树林的轻松.
像阿妈,牵起了童年,牵起了我呀和一整个世界.

啦啦啦啦啦啦,许下你的心愿,
丢一枚钱币等月儿圆.
啦啦啦啦啦啦许下你的心愿,
丢一枚钱币等月儿圆.

一想到你呀,就让我快乐,
就好比极圈悠闲自在的 polar bear.
像阿公,述说的故事,
那正是我呀要接下的世界.
重重的,而细细的,
撒下你的爱与怜.
柔柔的,而熊熊的,
燃烧你的善与美.

2006-04-28T08:52:00.000-07:00

today is d aj finals! to tink we had queued for such a long time on wed for d tix in d rain... was partially soaked... we made d placards tat read shiqi wo men ai ni on black n red papers... tink we were d onli ones who did tat... then zh kor bought light sticks for d whole clz... coz d rest had bio extra lessons, hy, qy n i went to queue outside d audi first... we even had to eat our dinner while queuing, while d rest joined us aft they ate..such a pity we din get to sit at d centre block... anywy d counsellor nva give me my goody bag... d first singer is changtai... almost 3/4 of d pp was cheering for him... he sang lee hom's bu neng cuo guo ni... bt of coz no one can beat lee hom... haha... then sq's turn to sing yi xiang qi ni... wa she improved a LOT... nt tat im biased coz she's my er sao... bt realli wa... hahaa...

right aft she sang i half walked n half ran to rj wif my light stick... had to meet sam b4 d concert start to pass me d tickets... it started at 730... so i managed to reach there on d dot... hehe was v happy to c her waiting for me... passed her her leta n was trying to catch my breath frm d running... then took a lift to level 2 (can u imagine.. so lucky!!) n sat in one of d corners... their LT is much nicer than our audi though... n it was colder than LT4... was nearly frozen... anyway it got warmer later... so not tat bad... anyway all d other rjcians sang those well known songs like quando quando, cry me a river etc... then sam came out... n introduced her song, by saying tat if she sounds out of tune, it is done on purpose coz its lidat... everyone laughed... then a grp of guys cheered go sam! haha.... then she sang... so much stronger n beta than d rest... haha n im NOT biased... anyway aft her, it was alr 930... aj idol alr ended... n hy told me d results... so i stayed for awhile more... a guy sang aft sam... he sing halfway then forgot d lyrics... so he rushed to d pianist n looked at d scores...everyone was laughing... then he scratched his head... haha so cute....

though its weird to b alone it was ok i guess... wad matters most is i get to c sam performing... n luckily i haf my lightstick wif me... it was quite dark... guess u wont feel alone...
anyway though sq lost... she rocks...

2006-04-25T06:55:00.000-07:00

damn tired these few days... looking forward to sat though... sam will b performing solo for her jazz concert at rj!!!! tink im gg alone though... wonder wad its like to go for a concert completely alone...

2006-04-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

during d family day, i was juz doing 2 things.... learning balloon sculpturing and listening to pp sing at d kbox session by cldds...py damn pro... taught me how to make snakes, dogs n flowers... but no matter how hard i try i cant tie them for nuts...haha.. onli managed to tie 2 times... in d end i donated half of my tix to our clz n d other half to cl...went to c d aj idol rehearsal wif yn while shirley disappeared wif er hum... sq sang wo bu zhu de ta... v sweet... she's d onli contestent hu walked ard d stage...

left to meet sam at esplanade...she was down wif flu... n had infected her frenz... hmm mayb ill fall sick too.... has been a long long time since we mug tog at d cafe at esplanade lib eva since it closed down for renovation... then dis middle-aged guy hu is v short, dressed in pink shirt started playing improvised jazz songs on d keyboard!!! we both stopped wtv we were doing to listen...gosh he was so smooth n slick! a guy started clapping for him.. then sam was so excited n wrote down one whole list of jazz songs for him to play n telling him tat he rocks... so he played famous songs like quando quando etc etc... he improvised them within such a short time... by then, he attracted one whole big crowd of pp alr... then he oso played those chinese oldies like yue lai xiang... was blown away by d music man... in d end cant conc on wad i was doing...

sam was gg to cjc band concert alone so i accompanied her... was blown away by them agn!!! it was held at performance art centre in cj... wa damn big n new... b4 d concert started, we saw a few familiar ij faces... as usual i dun feel like an ij gal beside them... at first it was boring... bt aft d interval, d drums n percussion performance were brilliant... damn cool... d way they present it was refreshing... then they played d song mr incredible frm d incredibles n song frm v for vendetta... d guy emcee was sooooooooooo funny! while waiting for d backstage crew to move chairs which took v long, he started crapping n suggested telling jokes... then he asked his fren amongst d audience if he noes any jokes... then his fren answered ya... then he said oh of coz nt coz d jokes r too crude for catholic liking... bt i like his voice... quite deep n soothing... haha... bt almost fell aslp for d rest of performances... n was frozen... didnt bring jacket... duno how i survived though... well didnt regret gg though... music is my life manz...

2006-04-21T06:14:00.000-07:00

today's morn assembly was d longest n d funniest... first tennis announced their results of comp n d upcoming ones... d guy's voice was a abit high pitched onli... then they keep emphasising how long n hard d matches were... then d first aid club announced their own winners, then 2205 organising haunted hse for fam day... so d guy was like wearing shades n rapping abt d details, when he pointed to d audi block n we all turned, to c someone dressed in white wif her hair let down in frt... he screamed n fainted... haha all of us were laughing... then later another person dressed in white n her hair let down appeared at d announcement area itself... nxt was cldds... wa d gong was damn loud... he kept saying lai ah lai ah... diaoz... haha

et asked me to draw d poster for our clz stall for fam day yest... juz bcoz yl got co n qy duno y dun wana draw... i had no idea wad to draw n i slept while doing it... so did it during free period wif hy... i was spouting nonsense abt dental floss n candy floss... then hy suggested drawing candy plus dental floss equates to question mark... then i tot of balloon plus sculpturing... haha luckily gt hy to help me... or else ill b at a loss manz... then later during chem tut, some of us were colouring d posters... then asked ms soh to guess wad d answers r... then she say duno n tat d drawings r v lan... wah... haha then d whole clz went orh..... yanyi draw one... diaoz

met wn outside aj wif yn to go sajc... took a cab down to potong pasir mrt n joyce was late as usual... haha then yn changed into d uni while wn n i changed into d pe n hse t-shirt... joyce saw us n shook her head coz we cant pass off as sa pp... then we entered d hall n saw isis hu din change a bit... wanli saved d front row for us... saw michelle loh... n she realli DUN look like me. gosh. anyway saw a few ij gals... haha they were damn shocked to c us... then lia called me n exclaimed a bit loudly y we were there... damn malu... haha... tink those pp ard us all noe we r crashers alr... zijie was there taking photos for sph... hmmmm suddenly i miss those days at sph... wonder how my juniors r doing... then they haf this mo fang jj comp... all realli cmi... if joyce or wanli join they will surely win... some students frm hai die yin yue came to perform... one of d guys can b box... bt still cant b compared to jj of coz... then jj sang onli cao cao n yuan lai, which he came down d stage... everybody including wn, yn n joyce rushed to d front wif cameras... haha while i juz sit there... a bit awkward... then aft tat he left... wn, yn n joyce chased him leaving me behind wif all d bags... then they came back n waited at d general office where he was being interviewed inside... finally he came out n we rushed to take photos agn.. this time i managed to get close to him.... he looked v v v v shuai in real life... haiz some more so talented... where to find someone like him??? haha then later we heard d gal hu was d first in d singing comp telling her frenz tat she dun like jj at all... wa wn nearly wanted to bash her up i tink... haha

2006-04-15T11:28:00.000-07:00

4th sleepless nite... d loneliness at nite is quite unbearable

失眠的睡美人杨丞琳

故事最后会有哪些情节
可以当纪念曾经你说
要最疼我要最想我
每天每天

在你身后感觉
就像一条透明的抛物线
当它下遂
再美的童话也会失去感觉

睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子
想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠
我愿意拥有公主的眼泪
安静的等着你
每一夜喜欢就是这样
酸酸甜甜的滋味

2006-04-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

for d first time, both amulets under my pillow didnt work last nite... i felt d pulling agn... am i juz imagining it?

sleepless for 2 whole nites.. nt daring to open my eyes... willing for d nite to b over quickly...

yet i dun feel tired at all... n once i couldnt move my mouth at all...

every time b4 gg to bed im afraid...

i did everything i could...

wad to do nxt???

2006-04-12T04:04:00.000-07:00

during chem lect, zx started drawing a fish wif my face on my paper... aft which yw drew an uglier version... then melissa drew a glass helmet for it like some fish character in chicken little... no comments...

during cldds, weizhi asked me abt d announcement agn... she said i looked damn sad... then her whole clz clapped louder for me... wa omt... i was juz nervous lor... i tot those pp were clapping for zx instd... haha coz of his long explanation...

our public performance will b on 5th may fri 7pm in audi... tic selling at $5 onli... gota sell 10 tickets... anyone hu is interested to see pls pls buy frm me... hehe... there will b pp singing n acting... anywayz liting will b singing solo.. looking forward to hear her sing man... haha will make ij proud... act yn can oso perform... she can play piano, sing, rap, dance all in one go... hehe

anyone has this song? pls sent to me if u do...

彩虹天堂刘畊宏
我不知不觉又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀跟著飘进黑暗

我不闻不问也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断怎黱摆脱纠缠

找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

2006-04-11T06:36:00.000-07:00

made announcement for d second time... shld b feeling quite alright... but whn zx n i walked up to d microphone, i panicked for duno wad reason... i announced d gals result, stuttered a bit, while zx explained for d guys one n everybody laughed coz d results were damn confusing... then i took over n thanked d principal, vps, head of pe, teachers in charge, coach n etc etc... in one breath... was damn glad whn it was over... aft which ms leong talked to us... saying tat it shld b beat not won... bt i tot beat is wad singaporeans used n r used to... won shld b d correct way... oh well

later had phy tut.. aft which mdm ong came n talked to me abt d announcement.. -_-''' she said i looked sad n encouraged me... i was like diao... i explained tat i was nervous... nt sad... later yn explained tat coz i din smile during d announcment, pp hu duno me well enuf will tink im sad... haha...

shintaro left spore yest nite at 1140 pm... couldnt meet to send him off... sighz... wished him all d best...

no bridge so went hm early to slp... duno y so tired... onli to b woken up by my sis... she haf dengue fever... n was crying... i was juz shocked... she went to c doc... doc say if d fever doesnt subside by 2 days she gota go hospital... sighz... hopefully everything will b fine...

managed to listen to one whole yin yue ri ji finally eva since sch reopened... n d story was damn sad... gal likes guy, guy gota know by frenz, both got tog, bt d gal realised d guy din realli like her act... dey played shuang xi dong wu...

爱情如果真的是束缚
为何你们爱的轻松自如
你说你天生爱孤独
两人生活有点太辛苦
我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在充满爱的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主

很想哭,哭完无助
我发狠我一个相处
你不愿搬回从前去处
就算哭,也一样没帮助
我被困在一个人的小屋
多想要追又不等你安抚
眼前是什么路已看不清楚

我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在有你的幸福
我所能适应的温度都是以两人世界为主
oh~你的脚步,在不远处我反复将自己说服
就算最终这一场爱的催眠术
no~结局~依然无助
我发狠我一个人相处
你不愿搬回从前去处
就算哭,也一样没帮助
我被困在一个人的小屋
多想要追又不等你安抚
眼前是什么路已看不清楚

2006-04-07T05:10:00.000-07:00

yuwen cut her long hair to d same length as me... she kept asking if she looks like a guy frm d 1970s... haha... she still insists i look like michelle whom she saw juz yest at orchard or sth... i give up...

gota make announcement on tue abt d tt comp results wif zx... i dun c y we haf to whn we din get into d nxt round... sigh... this will b my second time...

saw aiyi at d ohana... her guy fren beside her said hi n bye to me... hmmm v frenly...

stepping down alr... time seems to pass realli fast... wonder if its gd or bad

痛彻心扉

回忆充满整个房子
我们的住处
围困我笑也不会茶也不思
一个人恍恍又惚惚
相爱的国度里没有人居住

回忆混乱我的脚步
阻碍了出路
证明了你的自私你的贪图
残忍的看着我无助
平淡的回应我虚假的无辜

痛彻心扉
记忆的伤一寸一寸像你的冷酷
否定我这些日子以来的付出
告诉我不再需要有我来保护

不能睡的痛楚不知名的愤怒
不能上诉只能安静的痛哭

2006-04-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

today our clz had 2.4 napfa... shir n i decided to run wif d clz... initially we were behind e whole clz... running wif ho ying n qiao yun... then shir went to pei yn halfway thru while i stick to hoying n qiao yun... managed to pass! then aft tat ran one rd wif zhuxuan coz she wasnt running wif d whole clz... so shir ran wif her for first rd, me for d second, yuwen for d third, py for d fourth, delia for d fifth n jessie d last... our clz damn funny... then while resting i saw zijie walking... then i asked yn shld i run wif her... she said yeah... so i sprinted to catch up wif her... juz then d guys started running... they were right behind me so i had to run for my life... zijie kept stopping bt i pulled her... luckily in d end she managed silver... haha... so in d end i ran 10 rds... mayb im mad bt i juz feel like running... still feel quite refreshed aft tat though... haha

thruout d day was feeling damn slpy... was wide awaked whn zhu xuan looked at me seriously and said, " yanyi, i tink u r v shuai." i went huh n stunned for a few secs b4 i said thanz... i noe tat... haha

2006-04-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

today we were up against vj... didnt wan to play act... wanted my juniors to haf some experience... bt coach wanted shir n i doubles agn... of coz they were damn zai... shir n i were against d gal hu came to aj b4 last yr bt appealed to vj thru tt n got in... she smiled at me... hmm at least she din dao... bt she spiked her hair... damn if onli my hair was shorter i could haf spiked too... haha... yuhan nearly won for us one match bt lost 3-2 sets.... i juz realised wee theng looks a bit like zhang xueling though...

as for d guys, we lost 3-2 to ny... d last match was yuhao's... he could haf won... he was clearly d stronger player... but he said he suddenly shou ruan... couldnt la qiu properly... damn sad...terence n hsien ming could haf won too... their match was like 3-2 too... during d match against hc, ayron nearly won... bt in d end it was 3-2 agn... wth la... y alwayz 3-2??? anyway pris came over to support oso... her cap nva say anything... in d end yuhao was in a daze... couldnt accept d defeat... while zl n zx looked damn sad... haiz duno wad to say to them too... aj clearly doesnt haf d luck dis yr...

2006-04-04T05:49:00.000-07:00

Monday

went to chungcheng main sch by cab... against jjc... was wondering if we can win them... though i was damn nervous, nt having any confidence at all i tried my best to convince myself n my juniors... was quite touched whn wee theng said she enjoyed being in tt coz it was fun, though she has some medical problems... her parents do not allow her to join... bt she agreed to play whn i was looking for pp to join tt... played at table 4... d jjc pp looked quite xiong though... in d end we won 4-1... shir n i lost d doubles... i kept missing d ball whneva i tried to smack, while shir kept serving wrongly... bt quite happy wif d juniors esp wee theng n siang ning... they did nt give up... quite disappointed wif myself though... where gt captain alwayz keep losing... bt tried my best to remain calm n hopeful for tmr's match...bt i realised mj is stronger than jjc... i miscalculated... tot jjc is beta than mj... couldnt slp at nite...

ms tan was v nice though... shir n i were walking to sch whn we saw her... she wished us luck n said we can do it..

Tuesday

took a bus wif d guyz to chungcheng... saw fl n tangqian, tangna's sis n pris... was damn nervous... dis is d deciding match man...though i knew we will nt make it seriously... i kept psychoing myself n my juniors tat we can... in d end i realli believed we could win... bt we lost 4-1... one of d players was frm china... n d other single quite strong... all of them used d pimpled sides.. i paired wif siang ning last min... while shir played singles... by d time she was playing singles, nearly half of d gals went to cheer d guys team... i didnt noe wad was happening till iting's fren frm acjc told me tat d match was damn exciting... but siang ning, ai yi, mr lau n i waited till shir's match was over then we went over to cheer... justin was playing against jjc... both won 2-2 matches while d set scores were like 2-2... d whole of nj n ny guys were cheering for justin to win... d scores were like 10 all to 13-11... poor jjc... nobody helped them cheer... then shir n i went to cheer pris on... she won 3-0... anyway d acjc fren said i look like wan ning... wa tink she realli cannot differentiate pp... haha

well its over...shant tink so much le... will get over d disappointment soon

2006-03-28T06:07:00.000-08:00

during trg all my juniors were quite shocked i cut my hair... siangning saw me n tot tat i was frm recrea n kept saying my fringe is cute... diaoz... weitheng said she preferred me whn i tie my hair... bt too bad its gone... since comp is coming mayb i shld spike my hair so as to look fiercer to my opponents... hehe... then shir can juz look dao... siangning later told me she enjoyed tt n din regret joining... haha quite relieved tat she feels tat way.. while yn kept playing wif my hair... hope it grows longer faster

ms leong used d mass civics to tok abt d alevel results. she didnt motivate us at all... instd she's like trying to prove to us tat ajc is gd n everything... but she stressed us... well done

2006-03-25T04:27:00.000-08:00

had trg in sch... forgot to bring my bat n rushed all d way back hm agn... luckily still on time... coach came to train us... d gals were saying tat he first time pay so much attention to them.. juz bcoz d guys werent there... while playing, mr mohan passed by d hall n saw me n shir... he was damn shocked n asked us if we were sch team... haha then mr lau n another teacher came... d teacher wanted to play for a while so i had to play wif him... luckily he lost touch wif tt... or else ill die frm all his smacks... then played wif mr lau for awhile... iting was damn funny... sang ah li shan d gu niang for mr lau to listen...

went for lunch at pasta mania tog wif huijie, yuhan, aiyi n shir... tinking of having some tt identity.... hehe...then pris came n joined us... aft tat went wif shir n pris to bishan to train some more... whn we saw our sec sch coach!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was teaching 2 little gals... he nva changed at all... haha then shir bathed damn damn fast... first time man...on our way to j8, we saw shir's sis n her bf... lolx... then we rested at mos... sth happened... damn shocked... ive nva felt so.... shocked b4... i duno wad to say... juz felt tired of everything... i nd a break

2006-03-23T05:13:00.000-08:00

legs were aching like hell frm yest's trg... din recover at all... yet we had to run 2 rds warm up n 6 rds wif isport waterbottles filled wif water to d brim... ran wif huiping... hopefully din disturb her or sth... bt we ended up clocking in 17 min plus... later then she said she usually run 15 mins plus... oh boy... i hope i din slow her down or sth... while shir slack.. nva run completely... tsk tsk... then we did pull ups where we had to hang at d bar n do d guys way... cant even do one...

during math lect zhuxuan suddenly said i look a bit like michelle loh, who was my pri n sec sch clzmate, hu happened to b v chio, smart n gd at bowling... i was like wth... she n yuwen muz b blind... so far yn concluded tat i haf 4 les partners... yuwen started calling me dear, while hwee yen, aileen n sam r d other 3... haha

went to skin centre agn... by tat time, i had to climb 57 steps up frm d mrt, climb up and down a slope...my legs were damn damn damn damn damn tired... i nearly wanted to drop dead on d ground n nt move at all... waited damn damn damn long to collect my prescription for my warts... sigh

my sis din even slp last nite... so i had to wash d floor... i took longer than usual to finish...

somebody save me

2006-03-21T05:35:00.000-08:00

in the end went for napfa though gt mc for my sore eyes... forgot to mention was walking hm yest whn a leaf fell into my right hand... this time i wished 4 sth else... hehe... anyway did napfa wif those sports pp... gosh they were damn fit compared to me n shir... one of them did like 20 pull ups, 51 sit ups, 51 cm for sit n reach 12 mins plus for 2.4... while i did 8 pull ups, 43 cm for sit n reach, 36 sit ups, 11.8sec for shuttle run n 14mins plus for 2.4 (wah deprove man) n 162 for standing broad jump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz nd 1 cm more for silver... damn... was damn damn tired... while running at my 5th round heard some guys shouting go yanyi i tink... tink its d tt guys... wth damn damn damn paisehz... shir n i were d last 2 in our grp... lolx... haiz i cant hide frm aftnoon pe

anyway today was terence's bday... zh bought d same chocolate cake frm bengawan solo for clarence last time... damn funny... he was v shy whn he made a wish aft singing a bday song... haha muz b coz sb was there...

2006-03-20T06:35:00.000-08:00

yest my left eye felt heavy n hurts whneva i blink... slept at 1 plus to help my sis wif her work... being a teacher is realli realli stressful... couldnt watch her work so hard... so helped her... woke up wif my eye feeling more painful... bt luckily d swellness is not visible... hehe... had trouble to stop myself frm blinking though...

went to doc... said it was infection inside my left lower eyelid... oh well...yn suggested gg to sch wif shades... bt i tink its ok... since its nt visible... haha

2006-03-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

last nite went to airport to fetch my mum hm wif my bro, sis n her bf...saw those cute little ij pri sch gals running towards their parents... one of them couldnt find her parents initially then she looked so lost n anxious...then finally found her dad n she immediately ran n hugged him tightly... so wen xin... then saw my mum... finally hm...yay dun nd to wake up so early every morn...
today supposed to meet shir at 645...bt woke up at 630 instd... hehe in d end reached earlier than we shld b... yn n shir were competing in trying to blow bubblegums... yn's kept popping while shir managed a soft one onli... made our way to kallang cc where they haf d bball n soccer matches... everybody had roles assigned to them while yn shir liting n i slacked... saw krystle's name for d dance comp... even aj's eternal loop is performing too.... participants of superband were there too... we had to guard d performers' holding rm bt in d end they didnt even use it... so we enjoyed d aircon for awhile.. then watched d dance performance... wasnt tat exciting for pri n sec schs though... then we had to b in charge of distributing lunch n collect coupons... nobody took over our shifts so we had to eat while giving out... then liting left for guitar lessons, while yn n shir disappeared to watch d performancce... leaving me alone nia... then an irritating official kept nagging me nt to distribute d water coz limited.. until mingen(nt sure wads her name) came n help n we finished giving out... by d time we watched d category for 17 yrs n above... wah... they dance till so cool n pro... nj came in second... like their costume... esp guys wearing white shirt plus jeans...

went to queenstown to order d tt comp shirt wif shir n aiyi... d guyz got a red n white jersey like nj's one... w/o telling us... they took d small n medium sizes... so we had to get another one... aft being left wif nt much choices, we got a diff one... hopefully its ok though...

can act feel my eyes gg to b sore... hope it wont swell... haiz

2006-03-12T23:37:00.000-08:00

大城小爱王力宏

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦
千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说i'm thinking of you
那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别剪掉一丝头发
让我放在胸前走到那里都有你陪相随
oh~~念的都是你全部都是你
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
那一种寸步不离的感觉
我知道就叫做缘

2006-03-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

i dropped my hp into d toilet bowl on thur.... was quite disgusted....now pp cant call me... i badly nd a new phone...
pft is rite aft march hols... im so screwed...
managed to get 3 names of jc1s to join tt in one day... was v happy...
finally aj has a gals team... im nt expecting much... bt juz hoping tat we can try our best.. d best thing tat can happen is to b one of d top 4s... n tat d cca can continue even aft shir n i left...
during cca carnival a lot of pp signed up for recrea... hehe quite happy too...
juz worried i wont b up to d challenge though... bt ill try
mum went to beijing on wed... wont b back till nxt fri... had to prepare breakfast agn... haha

today went kbox wif sq, zh kor, shir n yn... yn was sick yet she can still sing... haha shir said she wont sing much bt in d end she sang quite a lot of songs... malu myself by gg out a lot of times... ahahah...

2006-03-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

一眼万年 by SHE
selina
泪有点咸有点甜
你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪
慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你没有一秒曾后悔
ella
爱那么绵那么粘
管命运设定要谁
离别海岸线越让人流连
总是美得越蜿蜒
我们太倔强
连天都不忍再反对

深情一眼挚爱万年
几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯
见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年
誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田
真爱怎么会浮现

熟能生巧 by JJ
醒着像睡着躺着像思考
晨昏颠倒
敢情太单调竟然是烦恼
如何是好
也许来阵风雨花谢满地
黯然神伤的困扰
可以刺激那颗
浑浑噩噩失去了烈火
激情的大脑吹风就感冒
淋雨就发烧有爱就好
我不再逃空虚日子
这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望
让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一圈一圈的围绕
终于能自在的坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧
怎么刺激那颗

2006-02-27T01:13:00.000-08:00

went to buy bread aft sch agn... d malay guy n auntie were there as usual... they smiled at me as soon as they saw me... aft so many things happened i suddenly felt relieved act... a smile can do wonders... suddenly felt appreciated. i grabbed 2 loaves n d malay guy went awww y onli 2? i juz smiled n said its enuf... i gave him d money n he gave me d change... while i was relieved he's nt gg to do anything funny, he refused to give me d bread... d auntie 'scolded' him n said to me he's such a naughty boy... i smiled n laughed whn he finally decided to b a gd boy n return me d bread....i haven smiled n laughed heartily since a long time

2006-02-23T04:31:00.000-08:00

我的错 BAD

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往
你的方向不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤学会坚强

从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事怎么做才能够停止后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜请你相信我的心还是爱你

2006-02-22T04:20:00.000-08:00

today went to buy bread frm prima deli... d young malay guy at d counter alr reco me, my sis n my mum... i picked 2 loaves n one of d aunties exclaimed how come so little... then d malay guy said i had to pay 11.50 whn d bread onli cost 3.60... i went blank n then he asked me to relax n y i looked so scared... was i?

i tink someday ill go deaf at d rate im gg... its scary to live without music... there's no point in living...

2006-02-17T07:50:00.000-08:00

不是真的爱我孙燕姿

你和我就算了吗
别用沉默代替回答
陌生得让我害怕
心像被针扎了一下
总是不提那句话
我想你是故意装傻
不是不懂得表达
还在等什么说清楚吧
我想你不是真的爱我
习惯被忽略不算自由
相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤得特别重
我想你不是真的爱我
当体贴渐渐受到冷落
其实爱有很多选择
我也可以给你自由
终于明白那句话
爱能让人一夜长大
不成熟的感情啊
让我变得小心害怕
我和你就算了吧
不想再为爱而挣扎
爱情若没有火花
至少了解后懂得放下

2006-02-14T07:22:00.000-08:00

this yr's valentine's day seemed soooooooooooooooo long n boring... everybody bought chocos... aileen baked cookies for me... i made heartshaped candles for some... though they dun look tat gd to me... went for aftnoon pe though i was excused... shir nva go for trg coz got mc... so ps me.. did i pull for pe... by d time i went for trg, while i was stroking wif d coach, my hand literally had no strength to smack... coach saw me so lonely n kept on toking to me... 2 j1 guyz came... one of them cfm coming to aj who is quite zai.. d other appealing... den coach made me play comp wif them.. as usual i was stuck at d last table... den dis j2 guy came... coach made me stroke wif him for abt 45 min i tink... now my hand is shaking uncontrollably n violently... ok im exaggerating...

met sam aft trg to pass her d candles!! n she treated me to dinner... hehe

张信哲:忘情忘爱

我的整个世界面目已全非
所有爱恨喜悲都在天上飞
究竟还有甚麽挂念让我不能睡
为何觉得如此的狼狈
承受不了你的善变我知难而退
不管对不对是对爱不想有所违背
心情再乱再坏再无奈也不掉一滴泪
心上的那个空缺不求人安慰
虽然寂寞如影相随怎麽都不对
只怕藕断丝连伤痛会加倍

从此忘情忘爱忘伤悲忘掉你有多美
让自己没有时间没有机会没有念头要挽回
吞下多少苦涩滋味你不会了解
不管爱你恨你都是那麽绝对

我的整个世界面目已全非
所有爱恨喜悲都在天上飞
究竟还有甚麽挂念让我不能睡
为何觉得如此的狼狈
承受不了你的善变我知难而退
不管对不对是对爱不想有所违背
心情再乱再坏再无奈也不掉一滴泪
心上的那个空缺不求人安慰
虽然寂寞如影相随怎麽都不对
只怕藕断丝连伤痛会加倍

从此忘情忘爱忘伤悲忘掉你有多美
让自己没有时间没有机会没有念头要挽回
吞下多少苦涩滋味你不会了解
不管爱你恨你都是那麽绝对

2006-02-10T08:14:00.000-08:00

Wednesday

today is aileen's bday! din realli celebrate though.. felt quite guilty... hehe anyway py brought a pineapple tart frm hm n to bluff aileen tat tat's her bday cake... but we bought a muffin... had to give her d present onli nxt mon...

had kbox session for cldds... yn n liting brought all their energy n she n jj vcd... shir n i refused to sing... hehe.. they sang lian ren wei man by she... tat reminded me of d first time i heard n started liking them...

恋人未满

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我,比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦,愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定对我说我爱你

Thursday

had 2.4 km n i pull trialz.. could onli do 2...most of us can do 1 or 2... jessie did 6!! timing was onli 14.20... anyway aft gg to skin centre wif my sis, we went to shop for presents... hehe.. was damn tired... slept immediately aft dinner

2006-02-07T05:44:00.000-08:00

i din realise i had a long scar on my left cheek until i felt d pain in d morn... muz haf scratched myself while i was aslp... weird... how can i do tat in my slp?

one of my juniors yuhan say i look like her fren who look like a penguin... a fish n penguin totally dun go tog... while shir n i slack at outside hall near d staffrm most of d time during trg... hehe

2006-02-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

i believe in retribution.

last yr while my sis n i were walking along d road near d mkt, my sis fell juz beside d pavement n fell down on her knee... duno if its right or left or both... i scolded her 4 being careless.

today i fell at exactly d same place.
wth

2006-02-04T00:53:00.000-08:00

recently played gigi's cd... almost forgot tat i liked this song b4... haha

该怎么爱你梁咏琪

我听过你的微笑
就忘了所有动荡
当我靠过你的那双肩膀
也就忘了尘土飞杨

我只是一棵小草
孤单的微不足道
当你搬进我的小小国度
我才相信平凡的美好

该怎么爱你我才不会忘
你的温度来过身旁
就算哪一天失去了方向
爱过的完整的还在心上

该怎么爱你才可以盼望
那种幸福远远流长
就怕这时间让我赶不上
说一句只一句我曾到过天堂

我相信最灿烂的一秒
是守著你的眼光
不是热烈拥抱不是惊涛骇浪
我相信最美丽的风光
是在彼此身旁
有另一双肩膀一起慢慢变老

2006-02-03T21:46:00.000-08:00

Wednesday

no cldds!! to kill time we went town for lunch.. then while yn n shir went kino to look at horoscope books, i met my sis to shop... hmmmm... in terms of compatibility, saggi n cancer haf onli 1 star... hmmmm....

Thursday

aft sch my sis's bf picked me up frm sch to go to d temple, b4 gg to pick my mum up too... didnt go to d skin centre btw... aileen waited wif me at d bus stop n saw my sis... my sis said aileen is chio... while aileen said my sis is chio... damn funny... anyway went to guan yin tang to bai tai sui first... then shuang lin shi where we spent 1/2 hr kneeling, while d monk chanted... we r supposed to write down ur whole fam's names n age n add for d monk to read on for peace i tink... when i finally got d chance to get up my legs were wobbly liao... tmr x country lor..

Friday

haf cross country at mac ritchie... we celebrated wen e's bday as a clz at j8... then we were quite late.. we managed to squeeze onto bus 162 though.. haha clz spirit... we were quite far behind d starting line... ran wif shir, hy, sq n mel... then there's this steep slope where i couldnt take it n started walking... onli hy was in frt of me... then onli managed to catch up wif her along d expressway... sprinted d last 100 m wif hy tog... then came in 171 rite aft hy... saw aileen whn we came back.. she was holding milo n smiling at us... while her fren came n spilled her milo.. haha... anyway she came in 7th.. n panther is d overall champ surprisingly...

aft d whole thing walked hm wif shir.. saw zh n sq on d way... at first shir n i wanted to take 52... then we decided to juz walk.. then zh was damn surprised to c us walking behind... haha.. we were like gou zai dui...

2006-01-29T07:31:00.000-08:00

basically rotted at hm... relatives came over.. my cousins came n played monopoly to relieve d old childhood memories... my aunt stared at me weirdly... wonder wads wrong... wasted some more time on tv... till my dad's cousin came over wif his 2 sons, whom i've nva seen anyone worse than them... one's P4 n d younger one im nt sure... they were making a hell lot of noise.. attempted to pull my sis's bf's pants... aft my sis n bf left, d elder one cursed my sis on new yr... sat on my chair n wheeled himself to cover almost every part of my rm, banging d table, bed, cupboards n door etc... then he opened n closed d laptop repeatedly, attempted to switch off my radio n fan... i tried to keep my cool n pretended to conc on my work... i cant juz shout at me whn his dad was looking at me frm outside... i wondered whn will he come in to stop his precious son frm spoiling all my furniture.. whn he started knocking my chair n almost pushed me off d chair ( is he tat strong? goodness), his dad finally came over n rescued me... i wondered how d maid could survive.. tink she is d 5th one... finally had peace whn they left... sigh

2006-01-27T07:32:00.000-08:00

had d most entertaining phy lect... a few grps presented their mini projs.. one of them was zx's grp... found out sth interesting abt him though... d most impressionable one was 1105 one.. where 4 guys were lying on one another's lap... quite obscene though.. haha... aft which yn shir n i rotted at d canteen while waiting for 915 to arrive... we went to d hall n it was damn damn cold... luckily we'll b running ard.. we were given poppers for d finale... n so we waited at d meeting rm.. yn wanted me to give out d prizes wif liting... but coz of d obvious height diff btw me n ms president, yn had to do it.. haha..so as d signaller stationed at d back of d hall, i saw iting n joyce frm d j1 crowd... joyce told me she'll try to forgive me for nt being able to go for tt dinner tonite... while there's this female teacher, who started hurrying d j1s xiao meis n xiao ges.. making her seem like a shephard hurrying her sheeps... then signalled to yn, hu had some trouble wif d drummer... so d drums started a bit late... then we both rushed to d backstage.. wif d teacher ard, it was more organised... d pp sounded quite enthu though for d first time.. tink it muz b d air con...

then came d finale where we stood rite at d front of d bottom of stage wif d harmonica n band pp... wif d dancers, wushuers, n co on stage... we smiled for 2 whole songs and let off poppers at d end... which shir n i took a broom each to clear up aft d concert...

aft being dismissed finally, i gota meet my mum to go mkt agn.. tot i wont nd to go for once, bt seems like i cant escape... n i couldnt meet sam!!! coz shir is onli meeting her sis at 3, she followed me to ij... while on d train we met fl, wn, david, jeremy teo n des.. didnt realli c fl for quite some time... anyway, shir n i went back to sch where we met a pri sch teacher n vp... d teacher was looking at us n asked r we old gals? shir n i were like tinking no no we r young gals... then d vp reco me as my mum's daughter... while waiting for my mum at d netball court, we saw d ij gals frm aj... they were surprised to c us too... haha... then my mum came n we had a priviledged tour ard d gen office n staff rm... d teachers were saying i look so much like my mum n sis n blah blah... shir was amused i guess..

then went to mkt.. was damn hot coz of my uni... while standing n waiting as usual, i noticed a young guy who looked like an arty farty person or a photographer walking ard... aft a while, he suddenly walked past me wif his fren hu looked equallly professional, n asked me, u've been waiting for a long time... there r some seats where u can sit u noe.. i went huh n totally lost...d seats were always taken up by those elderly pp... so i was trained to stand for at least 45 min in mkt.. aft 1 hr plus, my mum finally finished... aft packing up, i plonked myself in frt of d tv for a few blissful hrs...

had steamboat n yusheng for reunion dinner wif my sis's bf... then went to bishan mkt n ntuc to get flowers... haiz... wad a new yr

2006-01-26T06:35:00.000-08:00

ran 2 rds ard d whole sch for pe... d person i was running wif was aileen wilopo, a netballer hu runs like nearly everyday... haha hy was behind us all d way... but at least i could pace wif them...

anyway went back to national skin centre agn... d nurse removed d dead skin on my thumb... bt in d end one of d warts bled non stop... bt she juz sprayed... n it hurt real bad until now... couldnt write.. but had to finish my gp... haiz

霍元甲周杰伦

吓命有几回合擂台等着生死状赢了什么冷笑着
天下谁的第一又如何止干戈我辈尚武德
我的拳脚了得却奈何徒增虚名一个
江湖难测谁是强者谁争一统武林的资格
小城里岁月流过去清澈的勇气洗涤过的回忆我记得你骄傲的活下去
霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍家拳的套路招式灵活
我我我我我我我我活着生命就该完整渡过
我我我我我我我我过错软弱从来不属于我
霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍我们精武出手无人能躲

2006-01-25T05:24:00.000-08:00

我会好好的花还香香的
时间一直去回忆真美丽
我是想着你一直想着你
你在我心底变成了秘密
不要说你爱我你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难受
我要你默默走不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的
深深的爱着你
是爱情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的

2006-01-20T04:43:00.000-08:00

Tuesday

had d first trg eva since i stopped ard 6 mths ago... met d new gals... was blown away by one frm cedar... damn damn zai... d rest were nt bad too... shir n i felt quite stressed... haha anyway played a while more to get back d momentum.. b4 tat we had aftnoon pe... ran 8 rds n 10 rds in mph... my legs were gg numb while trg... managed to get mr law to help us get excuse frm aftnoon pes... felt like dying...

Wednesday

stayed back for cl... had "orientation" wif d j1s.. played games wif them... they r a frenly bunch... practised gong xi gong xi wif d teacher... we were split into grps... jasmine did d alto, yn n shir d melody, liting d tenor n i d bass... tink i realli shldnt b frm cl... haha

Thursday

made my first announcement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! law bee lien made me practised my speech in frt of her first thing in d morn... then c wai was v v v nice... asked me to wait for my turn to make d announcement.. d j1s were v v v v guai... nva realli fidget a lot... aft saying i nva felt any more relieved in my life b4... then ch msged me saying im soft... bt shir n d rest said i was ok... so hai hao... then went for cca meeting... shldnt went though coz our names werent registered yet i guess....

Friday

watched joy luck club during gp lesson... though i watched b4, as my sis had d video tape for her literature, i din mind watching agn... damn touching...celebrated delia's bday... py n sham bought 5 cupcakes n stick a candle wif a happy bday sign in one of dem... had cny rehearsal n trg tog... bt rehearsal more impt... aft sch shir, yn n i went to help put up d cny cards... d j1s' cards were soooooooooooo nice compared to j2s hahaha.. they put in so much effort... tink d top 3 will b all j1s ba... then accompanied yn while she played d piano... aft which we played tt for a while.. yuhao came over n scolded us coz i was wearing skirt n yn was wearing full uni while playing... haha... n i found out tat my tt juniors r a fun bunch! keep suaning my cl though... bt at least they r not so dead... haha then yn n i bcame d signallers for d VIPs to enter d hall... while shir is d runner running everywhere... haiz she v accident prone today, first cut hand then nearly tripped or sth... anyway then we bcame d back stage crew to help move d chairs... while i get waterbottle for shir n yn, yuhao disturbed me agn.. lolx... then realised we had a new teacher in charge for tt! she seems nice though.. so heng ba... then during d finale, we had to stand tog wif other performing grps n sing gong xi gong xi n da di hui chun... quite lame... luckily we r not at d frt though.. hehe... reached hm at ard 8 plus agn... haiz wad a wk... tmr still got sexuality tok early in morn... lame...

2006-01-14T04:04:00.000-08:00

wad m i doing here whn yanzi is having her concert now???????

crap...

sigh

逃亡

踩著月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满
我看著山下千万的窗
谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯

关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡

我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖给自己力量
才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光

2006-01-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

in d end it was yn who made the announcement during morn assembly... she looked so calm tat it scared me a little... b4 her, the guy loosened the mic stand... so it slide down to the appropriate height whn its her turn... so she had to hold the mic while announcing...but she was damn damn LOUD n clear... haha natural talent... then aft tat shir n i went to outside audi to give d briefing to the J1s class representatives while juliet n yn took care of d j2s. i hoped i was loud enuf but of coz i wasnt... yn muz give me crash course on how to speak louder.. d J1s were damn guai... haha listened to my crap... then d teacher said d nxt announcement will haf to b another person.. yn immediately went "ha" at me... oh well... looks like i haf no choice alr...

was late for phy lect.. ended up sitting away frm d clz.. then was let off earlier... half of clz went back to hmrm while yn, shir, aileen, py n me went straight 4 gp... py wanted to look for the rest.. so we had a leisure walk to hmrm.. to find out tat we had a clz lizard, which was placed inside a beaker... py placed it under sunlight n its eyes and throat area glowed... we were quite amazed... haha.. then nearly fell aslp during gp..then had break during bio period...

shir n i practically rotted in ohana while waiting for cl meeting to start... while yn went for alpha briefing.. haha.. we juz listened to her ipod n slept... whn yn came back, we started to play guessing d song name's game... one person choose d song, another haf to hum the tune out while d last one has to guess the song's title... shir v suay... alwayz kena those songs tat r hard to sing... haha luckily for her i can immediately tell wad song it is... n i went off all d time... oh well... crap

stayed back till 6 sth for cl... shoulders still aching... sigh

2006-01-12T05:28:00.000-08:00

okok.. im back by popular demand... haha anyway it has been raining all day long for these few days... today's pe was as sian as eva... did d following in order: ran 10 rds ard d hall, skipped 100 times, 20 pushups, skipped 100 times n 20 sit ups... had math power series test, then boring gp lessons, then d exciting phy experiment... where terence could nt stop laughing while presenting. jessie is super pro in explaining resonance for our grp... haha im glad to haf her... anyway went to National skin centre to spray liq nitrogen on my thumb agn... hopefully d warts will b gone for gd.. went back to sch for gp diagnostic test at 5.30 to 7, where gong shi jia came to aj to sing at 5.30 too! y cant they let d j2s go?????????? ugh... crap... wth...

2006-01-08T04:14:00.000-08:00

Kiss goodbye 王力宏

baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走去跟随
每一次和你分开深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
我终于明白

2005-12-28T23:44:00.000-08:00

我不以为陈慧琳

我以为我是被了解的
可以安心的飞不怕累即使执迷也无所谓
梦是远离忧伤的机会
爱是自由自在的天空
我以为
我不以为爱是被了解的
我不以为爱是被游戏的
每当天空一灰风一吹
心就为你摇摇欲坠
我说梦里还有泪在流
你说伤痛可以不理会
我不以为我试图想一步一步的退
心却一寸也不敢违背
深怕那分不清的真伪
让一切变的似是而非
有多少时间让人慢慢体会
梦的真正快乐与伤悲
不知其所以然的错与对
爱总是令人不安
又盲目的给

2005-12-28T23:18:00.000-08:00

珊瑚海周杰伦&lara

男:海平面远方开始阴霾
悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上始终挟带一抹浅浅的无奈
女:你用唇语说你要离开
男:心不在
男女:那难过无声慢了下来
男女:汹涌潮水你听明白不是浪而是泪海
男:转身离开分手说不出来
女:你有话说不出来
男女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女:我们的爱差异一直存在
女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害
女:等待竟累积成伤害男
女:转身离开分手说不出来
男女:蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该男
女:热情不再笑容勉强不来
男女:爱深埋珊瑚海
男:毁坏的沙雕如何重来
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切结束太快你说你无法释怀
女:贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男:等花儿开
男女:我们也已经无心再猜
女男:脸上海风咸咸的爱尝不出还有未来
男:转身离开分手说不出来
女:你有话说不出来男
女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女:我们的爱差异一直存在女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害
女:等待竟累积成伤害男
女:转身离开分手说不出来
男女:蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该
男:热情不在笑容勉强不来
女:你的笑容勉强不来
男女:爱深埋珊瑚海

2005-12-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

圣诞结陈奕迅

我住的城巿从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念的旺季霓虹扫过喧哗的街
把快乐赶得好远
*落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞它陪我过夜
#merry merry christmas lonely lonely christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
lonely lonely christmas merry merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的像街上的纸屑
repeat *#
电话不接不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间
狂欢的笑声听来像哀悼的音乐
眼眶的泪温热冻结望著电视里的无聊节目
瘫在沙发上变成没知觉的植物
repeat ##
谁来陪我过这圣诞节

2005-12-13T05:36:00.000-08:00

watched ru guo ai wif jh kor today... takeshi is damn shuai!!!!!! his eyes r so deep n hidden... n like wad yn said, hui shuo hua de yan jing... he look cute even wif specs on. zhou xun has unique features tat make her look like a china porcelain doll... n yea i agree wif yn she looks like zhang shao han...but nt realli xiao s la... anyway jacky cheung's singing is damn emotional n heartfelt... n chi zhen shi is like d overseer of d whole story... like some guardian angel lidat... luv d tapes part... n whn zhou xun finallly agreed to go back to beijing... wah damn touching...

then we went to j8 to catch d last few parts of campus superstar.. didnt manage to catch d gals part... d guyz were nt bad looking... there's one hu looked like d skinny version of 5566's xu meng zhe.. n there r quite a no frm nyjc... saw xu zheng rong n junyang.. d judges were ike fang zhong hua n the rest im nt sure le...

如果爱 by 张学友

每个人都想明白
谁是自己生命不该错过的真爱
特别在午夜醒来更是会感慨
心动埋怨还有不能释怀
都是因为你触碰了爱
如果这就是爱
再转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪都是生命里温柔灌溉
哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
困惑的心流过的泪
还有数不清黑夜等待
如果这就是爱
如果你当时明白
后来的生命里是快乐还是悲哀
特别在夜深人静时想起未来
是否能平静不会想现在
只是因为你拥有了爱
如果这就是爱
再转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
哦爱在回忆里总是那么明白
困惑的心流过的泪还有数不清黑夜等待
如果这就是爱
如果这就是爱

2005-12-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

dis morn i sneezed once i woke up... d whole morn my nose was running non stop.. so as i was packing i kept sneezing... used1 whole box of tissue... today was d last day of packing at my mum's sch!!!! WOOOHOOO! now my sats r free n untouched... my nose is kinda sore now... but hopefully it will get well by tmr...

2005-12-03T06:02:00.000-08:00

歌曲：下雪

歌手：阿杜

就快要下雪
心开始凝结
该怎么迎接我们
最后一个圣诞夜
我害怕下雪
爱将会冻结
因为你说过
雪让人有等待的感觉
说好两颗心要乘着雪
相约在那拥抱的季节
冬天来的太狼狈
爽约了诺言
白茫茫的世界碎成雪
所有快乐都已流成泪
而我一个人面对
整夜的心碎
终于在下雪
意味着离别
我心头的雪
不知还要多久才溶解
而我要怎么面对

2005-12-03T05:22:00.000-08:00

day 2 of packing for my mum in sch... there's juz too many things.. carried 6 cartons of drinks n a laptop while gg hm frm ntuc... haha yn dun faint... i wonder whn my arm will juz dislocate...

2005-12-01T01:19:00.000-08:00

Here i am by marion raven

I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night.

Here I am, here I am

Now I'm standing in the cold
(Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul
(From the absence of the sun)

The only remedy I knowIs
I gotta let you go
So here I am
(Everything is said and done)

Yeah

(From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I knowIs
I gotta let you go
So here I am, here I am.